Dear Master,

Anal sex tonight. Yes we will get there. I promised you on Saturday and my body was not agreeable. But today I’m ready and my body is agreeing. I like anal sex you know. No matter how much I sulk and groan about butt plug training I do enjoy when you use me anally. It feels so good. I look forward to when we have a butt plug that fits right. I’ll look forward to when I offer my ass to you willingly.

(later on) Oh my the anal sex was fantastic. I was totally able to relax and enjoy the feeling of your fingers and dick without the ick factor. It was so hot! I’m so proud that I can take that sort of penetration, as large as it is! *ego growing there* Honestly though you have a very satisfying member.

Our sex has been so fantastic lately. I’d like to try more bondage… bondage with sex maybe? I’m craving some right now actually. I’m sure I’ll get you interested with this little wink I have I’ll just put on my sexy red halter nighty that you like so much and tease you into tying me up. If not tonight than tomorrow night. You’ve never turned down sex bondage yet! I’m being so slutty tonight. I’m sure you will find other things for me to be doing with my naughty self before the end of the evening.

You make me feel so sexy you know. I forget how large I feel and how fat I’m looking when you look at me with those eyes and the way you touch me just turns me on fire and it’s so natural to feel beautiful in your gaze. I hope it never changes. You are the reason I feel so feminine and sexy, so beautiful and desirable. I love you Master.

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Well, now this last week I was able to go all week without going to bed early until Friday. I want to try that again. I’m certain that I can push my sleep cycle to where I want it with a bit of work. I don’t doubt that I will need a nap here and there, but if I keep it to under 20 mins I should be good to go.

I’ve made renewed plans with my diet. I posted them in my diet blog if you care to read them. I’m hoping I can get a few diet buddies to participate too. I’m going to start small… drinking my water, writing in my food diary, a little bit of exercise. We’ll see how it goes, right?

*kisses*

–me