How did you meet the person you serve?

I have had people all around asking me how I met Master. It’s a great story, and one I’d like to have written down somewhere anyhow, so why not now. It makes me smile just thinking of it.

I met Master in June of 2003 in an IRC chat room on irc.bondage.com called Anal-sluts & whores. It’s quite interesting how I ended up there to begin with. In short I was horny and wanted to play online with someone I knew. He agreed to have some fun. I was online collared to another man and got permission to go and play as long as I used a different name. I found this room, as it had open scening and was quite active. He and I had our fun and I decided I liked that room and would come back.

After a few more days, I found myself on that server again and chatted with the people there, and got to know them well. I spent my nights there and had some more fun with people, I find that my favorite thing is to flirt. I enjoyed teasing the people there and getting to know even more on a personal basis. One of these people I got to know was Master_Ben. He was a 19 year old Dominant, exploring BDSM and D/s online as it was his only outlet. He was “courting” a girl that I had some misgivings about, but was there for him to chat and we carried on conversations about just about anything. I enjoyed talking to him and we did some cam to cam play occasionally to basically shoot the breeze so to speak.

Time passed and friendships solidified, he collared the girl he was courting and I was honored to be the one officiating over the cyber ceremony. It was a nice ceremony, but my misgivings of this girl still never faded. I was there for Master_Ben during frustrations, aggrivations and annoyances, happy and sad times. During this time, I was released from my collar abruptly and I welcomed the freedom to explore real life and did so with both hands, but a blind eye to dangers.

I experimented real life with casual partners, and shared these experiences with my friend, Master_Ben. I was drawn to him, but thought that he wouldn’t be the type of Dom I wanted mainly because I was a masochist and he was a sensual Dom, or so he wanted to believe. Through my discussions he learned he had a desire to see what Sadism was like.

Now in the early months of 2004, his collared girl disappeared, literally. She just stopped coming online and ended communications with him. He was crushed, and I was there to help him stay strong. My heart was hurt for him and I was there at every available time to help him. We grew close rather quickly. In the end of April he presented me with an idea.

He admitted that he was drawn to me more than I thought and I finally admitted my curiosity in him. Officially at the end of April we were an item. We spent 6 months really getting to know one another, playing, thinking, exploring and planning. He was coming over to the US and needed Visa, Money and a Plane ticket. I was so excited to finally have someone that needed me and I needed him.

He changed his name to KnyghtMare and mine was luna. I committed myself to him and planned my new life around his arrival. He arrived at 5:30pm on October 7th, 2004. My life had been fullfilled. This diary started in December as a part of my commitment to improving my submission and understanding the things that go on with my thoughts. It also helps him see my moods and thoughts concerning my changes and life with him.

That’s how we met. Perhaps some day, Master will sit down and share his side of things.

–luna